My trauma dump 🫠

TW: DV, Sexual Assault, abuse, dr@g use, pregnancy, 🔫 violence

I am finally ready to share some of my story with the public.

Part 1:

On October 1, 2021, I went on the first date with my abuser, ML. He was sweet and kind. Kind enough to make me fall for him. It wasn’t until months later after he gained my trust and I had moved in with him that he started showing his true colors. He got me addicted to c*ke and started to isolate me from all of my friends and family. What was once just mental and emotional abuse turned into something that you would think only happens in movies.

He would constantly accuse me of cheating and having people in the house. He forcefully removed my IUD and got me pregnant. He aimed a 🔫 at me multiple times. One time he aimed a shot 🔫 at me and made me beg for my life for hours. That night, I ended up escaping the house and hiding but he found me and carried me back home, blocked the doors, and then proceeded to continue to threaten to blow my br@ins all over my Hello Kitty tapestry. 10 minutes after he finally put the 🔫 down, he asked me to suck him off and I said yes even though I didn’t want to. I just didn’t want the 🔫 aimed at me again.

On April 28th 2022, I was 9 weeks pregnant. He be@t and str@ngled me. He had str@ngled me many times before but that time felt different. His grip felt tighter and his eyes were darker. He most likely would have k!lled me if I didn’t fight back. A 🔫 was involved that day too and I almost lost my life. At one point, I even had the 🔫 in my hands pointed at him but something made me remove my finger from the trigger… Looking back, I honestly wish I would’ve pulled it. Much more happened that night but I have yet to figure out how to put it into words. The next day, he was arrested.

To be continued. 💕

I am currently working on writing a memoir that will go into every raw detail of the abuse I faced. Where Your Other Son Is will be a harrowing story about the harsh reality of domestic violence and the danger that is lurking behind closed doors for many people around the world.

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