in love with no future.

Feels like im at my wits end. He broke no contact and he asked for middle ground to solve our break up issue. I gave in and compromised although it wasnt what i wanted.

We do still love each other. But whats love if theres no future? Relationships are difficult, the foundation is love, but love alone is not enough. It really is not enough.

I dont know what else to do. He told me hes afraid of letting me down and hurting both of us. I told him to trust our relationship. Does he trust me enough? Did i show in any way i am not supporting him? Have my actions proved otherwise? I cant tell a man im worthy.

Back then i used to send paragraphs after paragraphs trying to find a compromise. Now i feel myself fading away. And it hurts me because that means i have subconsciously given up.

I never thought ill give up on people. Let alone you, R. Please dont push me to this. If really we have no future, stop scratching us. I dont want to end up hating you.