Opening Up About My Miscarriage 💔

Earlier this year I went through what I personally feel was one of THE HARDEST times of my life. I went through a miscarriage, car accident & break up all within the span of a month.

The miscarriage was the part that really took a toll on me: mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually.

I always knew I wanted to be a mom, but I never thought I would get to experience such pain, sadness, sorrow and agony in the process of realizing that dream.

It is safe to say that I felt so confused, vulnerable and sad. It’s like one moment I was pregnant and excited, maybe also a little bit scared since this would be my first child, and then all the sudden there was death, blood, pain, sorrow, confusion and even anger.

I honestly felt so angry… I was angry at myself, the world, god and everyone that made me feel like it wasn’t that big of a deal.

It took a long time to heal and even still I feel moments of sadness and grief come up to the surface.

As much as I try to hold it together the truth is sometimes I still suffer the loss and I question whether I’ll ever be able to be a mom later on in life, or even if I want to be after that experience.

The healing hasn’t been linear neither physically, mentally, emotionally or spiritually, but I am determined to love myself, to trust my process and to help those who have suffered such a loss like myself.

🫶🏽 So if you’ve gone through a miscarriage/abortion or some sort of loss please know that you are not alone. There is nothing wrong with you and you are not less of a woman for having such an experience and feeling those emotions. You are doing the best you can…

You are a stronger, wiser and a more capable being. You survived, You are healing and You are growing—there’s nothing wrong with that.

Please know that I see you, I feel you, and I inner stand you. This too shall pass and you shall heal in time 🩵

With love,

P

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