My BIGGEST Insecurity 😣

Okay, so let’s talk about it…

I have serious hyperpigmentation around my bikini line and I hate it. From a distance, it looks like hair! I’ve tried tumeric soap, ambi, dark spot removers and so on yet they just continue to show.

I’ve told myself “It’s okay, everyone’s different” and tried to be confident but I got exactly what I DIDN’T want. I chose to wear the bikini pictured (because it’s my style and its cute) to a water park. No one wears all their clothes when getting into the water so I felt comfortable enough to take off my shorts. While walking around, almost every woman (crazy enough) was eye balling my bikini line/whoo hoo area, like I’m talking stank face, wide eyes of suprise, chuckles after looking down and seeing it… I felt like I needed to hide it. I was so uncomfortable and it was embarrassing. I didn’t ask for this but it’s here… I wish they would have asked me what it was or ask “is that hair” or anything of the sort because I would kindly explain “nope just some hyperpigmentation”, but instead I ran back to the changing rooms, holding back my tears and put my shorts back on.

Taking off my shorts was the first step to loving my biggest insecurity. I’m learning to overcome it, it’s still a struggle but I’m working on it. I love me, I love my body and all the flaws it comes with. I wouldn’t be here without this body. I’m just learning to deal with the one flaw I don’t like the most.

To the ladies, men, lgbtq+, whoever you are, please know your body is beautiful and I’m so sorry if you’ve had the same experiences as I have with your personal insecurites. If you read this all the way through, thank you for hearing my story and not judging ♥️