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Embracing the life God chose for me. ✨💕
Its not that i never wanted kids.
Through life things have happened that made it hard.
So i started to convince myself that i dont want any.
Now, i can honestly say… ill be okay not having kids or experiencing motherhood.
I have 2 beautifully growing nieces 17/18.
1 handsome baby nephew 2 (very soon)
2 beautiful baby nieces 2/6months
By being an Aunt i realized how great of a mom i would be & that greatness would take away from me. Meaning i feel it may consume me, in the wrong way.
I can say I’m selfish but that doesn’t mean i wont be a good mom.. it means i choose not to be. (Right now)
I cry at my nieces games & competition. I cry when i feel like I’m not doing enough for them by showing up. I cry when they get acknowledged. I cry just because they exist. 🥺 My 2 oldest saved me from dark days. I thought of them & said “No, you have to keep going for them”
Not having kids at 30 isn’t the end all. I haven’t gotten pregnant in many many years! If God has a will, he will make a way. Right now I’m cherishing my “freedom”
& being ABLE to be selfish.