GRATEFUL for my SEIZURE 🤍💐

𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊

i’m grateful to still be here everyday,

i’m grateful for everything my mother as done for me.

it has been a very interesting and bumpy ride, but at the same time something i wouldn’t change.

YES it’s frustrating when i can’t thing of the right way to explain my self

YES i’m absolutely terrified of it happening again

and YES i get scared to look at my self in the mirror because im scared i won’t be able to breathe ( that’s when the seizure first started)

BUT i still couldn’t be more grateful to be sitting on my bed writing this. the fact that i can still complain about ANYTHING says so much i am still able to move my body freely, im slowly starting to go take walk now, SEEING THE TREES, the sky, the little bugs , seeing my neighbors, everything i took for granted i don’t know how to anymore. i just want to take it all in because im not sure when i will be able to again.

life is so very precious.

#embracevulnerability #seizures #hospital #unaesthetic #storytime #springbreak #godisgood #beyourself #summeraesthetic #lifeisgood