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hello zesties enjoy reading some of my deep lore π
context: i've had my helper for more than 10 years now. after covid happened, a lot of things got drastically worse. she didn't go out for off days anymore so she was mostly alone if not on calls with relatives + she is VERY easily influenced by things she watches or reads.
***THIS HAPPENED AWHILE AGO AND THE SITUATION HAS GOTTEN A LOT BETTER!!! I'm definitely much better now β€οΈβπ©Ή we care deeply for her and have taken measures to ease her condition***
here are *some* things she did that really made me FLIP AND BREAK TF DOWN !!! THEY GET MORE INTERESTING FURTHER DOWN π (i was in poly during most of this.)
1οΈβ£ she would accuse me of hacking her phone/being related to some sort of evil entity.
ππ» an example was when i was on my sofa, minding my own business!!! when she came out and started yelling at me and asking questions. she said that i WENT THROUGH her phone and was working against her with some villian??!!??!!??!? π§π»ββοΈ
i had NOTHING TO DO with ANYTHINGG but she really kept shouting and pointing at me π₯Ή i was DEFENSELESS and so stressed i couldn't help but cry and FULL ON BREAK DOWN (not the dance but TEARSπΊπ») WHILE trying to make her believe me (spoiler alert: SHE NEVER DID) ππ
ππ» whenever i forget something, she says it's because there's an evil entity in the house making everyone lose memories or controlling our thoughts
2οΈβ£ my best friend can't come over anymore because whenever she does, my helper goes absolutely INSANE.
ππ» she BUSTED OPEN MY ROOM DOOR and FLASHED US A PICTURE OF A CONDOM !!!! accusing us oF CONTROLLING HER DEVICE ?!!!? π¨π¨π¨π°π«‘π₯Άπ€«π₯΅π₯π«₯π€¬π«‘π’π€« (fun fact i had NO IDEA that was a condom at first i was mostly just ???? my friend told me and i GASPED LOL) i told my friend about my helper stressing me out several times before, so she really got to witness it first-hand π i felt so bad for her bc my HELPER REALLY HATES HER SO MUCH WHEN SHE DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING!!! π΅βπ«π«
ππ» me and her were making poppin cookin in the living room π π» and she said that we were scheming / making potions or just plotting something against her
3οΈβ£ I was leaving for work and she asked me where I put the hammer that she gave me (I have never asked her for a hammerπ«₯) but apparently it was the type to like beat meat (haha! lol!) I said that i REALLY have no idea where the hammer is and she kept insisting that i had it.
4οΈβ£ I wore a dress for my 17th birthday with a slit (its literally not even bad, i had shorts on and everything inside lol) and she called me a prostitute and i was doing sinful things ππ she FRICKING SECRETLY RECORDED me when I was leaving and sent to my parents (SO EMBARRASSING). (my parents aren't even the type to care about what i wear lol)
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I ofcourse do care for her because at the end of the day, she's still human and she provides for her family. She's been with me for almost my whole life!!! π₯² i was just more upset that she was only targetting ME and no one in my household understood my feelings/i felt disregarded because my family continued to keep her despite EVERYTHING SHE PUT ME THROUGH :'). π I've learnt to grow more particular of her habits and adjusted my living to avoid anything.
I was told that she might have paranoia? I don't want to assume what type of issues she might have but if anyone has faced issues like this before, how do you overcome them? π«