A New Chapter of My Life ✨🍀

The past few days were hell 😭

But today, I’ve finally moved into my new apartment!

Just a few more boxes to open & organize :)

I was moving my stuff alone from one apartment to the other one and it took me so long from 11pm to 5am

I was so drained, desperate I was crying while moving

Also because of my last relationship

I’ve been anxious, depressed, with physical symptoms like heartaches for the past few months

It is really hard to get out of a relationship that you were go 150% all in with your first love

But I guess it’s time to move on

I can’t stand that there’s room in his heart for another women that he just knew after we were together

I can’t stand that he’s thinking about another woman while I was trying my best and sacrificing so many things like better career opportunities, family, money for him

He said we should just be friend bc of our life circumstances, I don’t believe that

I still can’t believe that, I really thought he would never cheat, especially after he got cheated and hurt deeply before

I think they are still talking till now, even when he tried to win me back

It’s time to move on

New apartment, new internship, new chapter

Now I’ll prioritize myself, live a life, not just living

I need to move on, heal, and build my life

Good luck to me 🙏🏻

08/07/24