Grief is the price we pay for loving deeply

It’s 2 weeks since our break up, I’m slowly healing..

Grief the price we pay for loving deeply, I mean i’m happy to be whole before entering this new r/s. Recovering from my past relationships trauma. Healed and restored before committing myself fully.

no matter who was the one who delivered the news of breakup, the fear of entering into a season of uncertainty is scary. A fear of loneliness, a fear of not knowing if it’s possible to find someone more compatible, a fear of just not knowing.

Although I know this break was best for both of us. It still hurts deeply.

I know that we had such a strong depth of affection and vulnerability during our time together. & when I lost it, there is a sense of loss and idk how to re-adjust back to normal. I missed our time together.

Reflecting back, I’m glad I still chose to love deeply and unapologetically (& cautiously & safe too), knowing that we have formed a bond so deep that it hurts to let go.

I missed us, but I know it’s time to let go now 🥲

Good bye, dear