Join me on my abstinent journey

Sexual relationships continually felt like a weight on my shoulder. I felt pleasure, but I also felt a burden.

I was trying to get as close as I physically and spiritually could to God. But I continually thought “how could I when I keep making these men my idols.” I made it a focus to make dates, spend time, and give in to their sexual desires

I was abstinent for a year when I was 26. However, I thought I met the right man and ended it; not keeping the vow I made to myself and God.

I eventually got the courage to try again at 28 years old. I know now, deep in my heart, this is what I want more than my flesh.

Don’t ever let a man make you feel like you’re not worthy enough because you won’t satisfy his sexual desire. I found myself with these men because I figured if I didn’t, they would leave….I’m stronger than that now. Especially with my Lord backing me up 💯. So, If they trip then what??? They can DIP! 🤍🤍🤍🤍

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