Struggling FT Single Mom Here

Since I been pregnant I’ve been running away from my toxic baby’s father. He doesn’t think my son is his so he’s just running away from responsibility because my son is darker than both of us. But since my sons been born I’ve moved 5xs and out of state ( hometown is San Diego). I came to tennesee for a new beginning but my aunts bf in #clarksvilletn was a wierdo. He #sexualized me with every conversation we had pretty much until I cut access. ( not saying hello, keeping my room door closed all day) one day I hung out with a friend and he asked me if I was scissoring a friend. WIERD. Something that tops the cake is I went to a family reunion and my aunt let her bf throw me and my babies things away. AND GOT HIS NAME TATTED BIG ASF ON HER NAME AFTER ALL THAT. I moved to Memphis with another aunt who’s just combative as hell. I told her I’m not scared of living and that I’m not taking everyday seriously enough to get mad and she was LIVID. Basically calling my 25 year old ass a Child saying that’s why i don’t have my own place and more when it’s really because I don’t have no help and never had. I could’ve had so many places but no one wanted to help me with a co sign. Also she keeps bringing up something that happened in the past that was my fault. But I already gave her money for that mistake when I was 17. I don’t know what to do. Everyone keeps. Looking at me like I’m the age I was rebelling at and I’m grown, better, and not bitter. Ready to grow. I just wanted to ask some mothers for advice because I’m thinking about just seeing about a shelter instead of being with people and family that are so willing to kick me to the streets because I won’t let them boss me around. I need #help I need #adviceforgirls #adviceformom and most importantly #community and #prayer. I looked on google for what I should do, catted with AI and this is what they referred.