Chapter 2024,preview🧡

Yallll 👀 first, I want to thank all of my new followers, you guys are literally a manifestation of mine, and everyone another one of you decide to join me on my roller coaster journey called life, it is more confirmation that I am capable of rendering my reality☺️ anyway, a LOT (like, a lot) has happened in recent days, and I just want to assure you all that this is the start of a new chapter in my life. In exactly ONE week, I will be preparing to move out of my *cough* toxic mother’s house. When I say i have been DREAMING for this time to come 🥹 ik most girls, when they grow up into adulthood, they want to have a good solid relationship with their mom, and believe me, I wish that were possible for me… but i haven’t felt connected to my mom in years. I’d say, since I turned 13 - I’m 20 now btw; things have just been… questionable. I don’t like the kind of person she is, she’s not healed from whatever trauma she’s experienced in her youth, and instead of seeking help, she’s inflicted trauma onto myself and my siblings, but believes she is a saint of motherhood. I’ll go more into this in another post, or perhaps I’ll unpack it in a YouTube video (btw, my channel is up- there aren’t any videos yet, as I want to be completely prepared with all the tools I’ll need before I get into it) and it’s linked in my bio if you want to subscribe 🙂 but moving back to my original point: in December, I will be getting married to the absolute love of my life and soulmate 🥰 and once the holidays come to an end, he and I will be on the road to Kansas where we will start our new life together. And once we have our home, I will dedicate myself to my YouTube channel unpacking my personal experiences, getting used to talking to a camera, and just seeing where things go from there. I have a pretty amazing support system that I am and forever will be grateful for, and I have a community here🥹❤️ it’s not going to be an easy road to take, but it is a road to travel on nonetheless, and it will lead to my goals. ⭐️ happy Thursday, and happy thanksgiving 🦃 #Lemon8Diary #embracevulnerability #2024