i love you, lets rest now.

To be honest i dont have much words to say to you. Reflecting back on our relationship made me question alot of things. Red flags that i ignored, mistakes i should not forgive. My only regret is really staying too long. I stayed because i thought you might change your mind. But it did nothing but show me that our issue wont be fixed, no matter how long i continue to stay, it will never be solved.

I stayed till i couldnt take it anymore.

I told you to give me some time to reflect on this relationship and you called within 3 days asking me if i was alright. Tho i clearly stated that i wanted my alone time and i couldnt have you calling me... you did anyways, you call, i answer. I call, you dont answer.

Its saddening to see i had to go thru lengths but it took one sentence for you to truly see how much i loved you and how badly you hurt me.

Im not a sadist but i hope you finally feel how badly it hurts, and that you stop pushing down your feelings and face the music. You cant stop running from the issue....

Its kinda ridiculous that we got summoned one day apart but i guess thats just us.. we happen to always go thru the same things by accident and honestly thats why i did fall for you. The coincidence is crazy and funny to me honestly...

R, if you changed your mind, the scar will always be there. We might be too broken for repair. It may work but i know that theres alot of effort needed, especially on your side... and i dont really have faith in you anymore.

Its over, i can rest my heart now.