My fear of looking stupid is holding me back

Putting my dream out there for no reason. No matter how juvenile it sounds, I want to be famous. However, I’m scared of posting and putting myself out there, I don’t want people to call me stupid or think I’m “cringe”.

Another issue: I have no talent, I have ideas, I have several writing ideas, but I don’t act on them because I’m lazy.

I’m 22, a server in bottom barrel Mississippi and I wish to live in New York, the big cities, to work with famous actresses and write stories and/or movies that inspire people. I want to be a part of the biggest magazines and orchestrate photoshoots or even be on the main cover of one (vogue?) (dazed?)

My life is in my hands, but I have no idea what I’m doing or how to achieve these goals I have.

What I do know is I have to overcome my fear of being seen.

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