How it started…

Lost my unexpected, but very wanted baby number 5 at almost 6 weeks to a chemical pregnancy in June. I turned 40 about a month later so I know it more likely at my age. However that doesn’t make it any easier. I only knew about baby for a couple days before I started spotting then bleeding like a regular period. This baby wasn’t planned but now I have a huge hole it my heart where it use to be. #pregnancyloss #chemicalpregnancy #howitstarted