I FAILED AGAIN

#lemon8diarychallenge My controlling ex found a new way to contact me. This time by Venmoing me money with these heart felt messages.

I agreed to unblocked him on Instagram so we can talk a little. I felt him know that I haven't received any of his messages because he's blocked on my phone, and I used a app to stop him from leaving voicemails. he apologized repeatedly, but I have heard it all before.

I wish I didn't agree to message him even briefly (the block has been reset), I just wanted him to know to stop trying nothing is coming through, but I think I gave him hope instead.