This is the Heaviest I’ve ever been…..

This is really hard to say,

But I am currently the heaviest weight on the scale I have ever been.. and I have struggled all day with trying to not let myself be beat up by this fact.

I am working out 4-5 times a week, eating healthy, and honestly I’m not looking to lose a bunch of weight.

But it is so hard as a women in todays age to step on a scale and it have shot up to a number that you never thought you would get too.

I’m trying my very best to get rid of the anger that is inside of me and the standards that people have deemed “right”.

I am my happiest, healthiest, and strongest at 213lbs.

I am my happiest… healthiest… and strongest… at 213lbs…

Maybe someday I’ll believe it..