Can you help? Sunscreen is ruining my life

Six years ago I learned about the advantage of wearing sunscreen daily. Since then I have tried many sunscreens and I hate how my face looks with any of them on. My T zone gets quite oily but this wasn't something I noticed until I started wearing sunscreen, now my face always looks like a disco ball.

I waste $200's every year trying to discover a sunscreen I won't hate. When I'm at home I am constantly removing the sunscreen from my face and trying a different one until my face is so sore. When I am out I am constantly looking in a mirror checking how shiny I am. I work with children and they sometimes ask why my face is 'wet'.

I have tried almost every well known European Korean, Japenese, and Australian sunscreen, and they all are shiny on me even with no skincare underneath and powder on top. I find it hard to go back to not wearing sunscreen daily as my skin is very pale, those older in my family have quite leathery and winkled skin because we seem to have very little natural sun protection.

Any suggestions or should I try therapy to be less vain?

#AskLemon8