horror of living with strict parents

i would like to preface this post,

i am extremely grateful for my mother and i will always love her, but sometimes it is just too much…

so my mother is extremely strict and (sometimes) unreasonable, if you dont believe it, just hear me out.

☝️: thats right i eat in the toilet, because its the only place i have privacy.

its disgusting but im used to it.

my mom doesnt like my eating snacks or biscuits for that matter, so when my friend buy me snacks i sneak it into my bathroom and finish it before throwing it away in the toilet bowl.

✌️: “i always have after-school lessons”, wrong, an utter lie infact.

my mother rarely allows me to go out, much less hang out with my friends, so i tell her i am at school while i am acting hanging out with my friends.

now i dont hang out with the wrong crowd, infact whenever i go out with my friends we only go to eat lunch or go study. thats really it.

3️⃣: i starve myself for some allowance.

i remember people in my school comparing allowances, “oh i have 20 dollars a week” “haha i have 50” and so on so forth, while people were joking about it, i realised i really dont have any personal cash,

so whenever my mom gives me money for food, i just save it, so i can buy my own things.

4️⃣: i lie all the time…

i really dont want to admit this, but i lie alot. its really has become a habit of my life, i dont want to, but i have to.

you see, my mom is rather sensitive and if she knows that i eat chocolate or if i am a few minutes past the time im suppose to come home, ill get beaten. so i just lie, hide and do everything to make it seem that i havent done anythign wrong..

i just dont want to start anything.

theres so much more, but i hope that everyone reading this doesnt relate to my situation and i am aware that i could have a MUCH worse life, being orphaned or so on and so forth.

however, this is merely a rant and i am still appreciative of my mother.

i have some horror stories infact, like having a boyfriend while hiding it from my mother, my mother STEALING MY CARD and so much more! teehee!

more stories on my profile!!