WHY I THINK ITS TIME TO BREAK UP

My boyfriend and I have been together for 2 years and I’ve stated before how I took him back after cheating. We’ve also been through two lost pregnancies. There are a lot of problems in our relationship. One of the main ones is communication. I often find myself feel like I’m constantly expressing the same thing over and over. I stay questioning my own thoughts, I’ve let my boundaries slip and I feel myself hurting.

Another problem is I don’t trust him nor is he making it easy. I feel like if I leave i’m going to get cheated on I feel pits in my stomach while at work. I feel like mentally I stay questioning my relationship.

I use to have a strong relationship with myself but now I don’t recognize myself in the mirror. I feel like maybe I’m always faking my smile. I know it’s time to break up because how can I love myself if I’m in a relationship that makes me question everything. #Lemon8 #embracevulnerability #RelationshipStory