Youre a terrible Writer!

I am so good at creating ideas! However, I am not good at making them into real life. Weather, that's my adhd stopping me or actual talent. When I was in 5th grade I had several books that I wrote, and I was so excited to show my teacher it only to be met with "you are a terrible writer, you will never amount to anything"

I was crushed. I carried that everywhere and stopped writing for several years. I have 18+ stories I started around 2016 but never finished or published them. I get that I shouldn't care what others think but that's so much easier said then done!

I am almost 20, still with more than 25 stories started, and other projects started as well. However I struggle with some things. I struggle with Spelling sometimes or putting my thoughts on to a paper. I am autistic and Dyslexic

I still try to do my own original work. I do research, I learn about the world, and I experience things. Before Ai I just had people who would out me down about my work sucking and sounding childish. Now with Ai here, people are saying my own work is Ai even if it isn't. This hurts because of the amount of work I try to do. Personally I believe if I was using Ai, everything would be out, and not only that, but I would have many more projects already done! But I would feel so guilty if I did use Ai myself. The only reason I would use ai is as a spell checker. It is helpful for people with Disabilities

Having people think I can't do things without the use of Ai hurts me. I already constantly telling myself I'm not good enough, so for others to think that...well.

Either way, in hoping to actually work on my books this year and next. I am already trying to publish my poetry books. I hope things go better for them

I know I'll have to deal with more and worst words, but when it happens I'll deal. I do hope I get supporters and people who enjoy my books. I want to build a path and keep going. People just keep wanting to knock me down. Oh well...I got this. And so do you, stranger reading this.

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