My girlfriend core 💕

I win guys 🩷🩷 (keep in mind I’m bisexual and my gf is lesbian)#love #wlw #Lemon8Diary #storytime #bisexual #lesbian #relationship

so basically little backstory

I met my gf a couple years ago at a Valentine’s Day dance and at first we were just friends

I was in a very toxic relationship at the time with my bf (we call him zero) but at the time but she was always there for me

What I didn’t know what she had liked me as soon as she saw me (I’m really oblivious)

Well after a couple months I had broken up with zero she would flirt with me but not to where it was uncomfy and pressured

But again I was oblivious

Over the summer I had lost contact with her but in the start of the new school year we got back in to touch

But by the time we did I had someone new (we call him Frosty)

She played it off as she was happy but she was sad by the fact

But over time we became best friends

I talked to her everyday

I saw her everyday

we were just very close

Now a couple weeks before my birthday she had realized she was madly in love with me

But at the time I didn’t return those feelings cause I was still with frosty (she also had to confess 7 times before it registered in my brain-)

After my birthday she confessed but I rejected her but things weren’t awkward and we were still best friends

And she was mostly fine with that

But i guess those feelings didn’t go away

Now time skip to now

It had now been a year of her waiting and waiting

But I was still with frosty and happy

But then months later me and frosty broke up

Frosty was the first bf I had that wasn’t toxic

So the breakup broke me

But she was there for me

She called me or texted me for little daily mood checkups

And over time I moved on and found peace in being alone

But over some months I found myself returning those feelings for her

But I was confused and scared about it

I didn’t know if I had genuinely liked her or if I just liked her because I knew she liked me

I told myself I would wait and see what happens

But what I didn’t know was that she was trying to move on

It had been 2 months at this point

She told me she was planning on asking someone to the dance that was coming up soon

And that someone wasn’t me

And that almost tore me apart

So the next day when she was going to ask the girl I kept physically pulling her back or stalling

But every time she would ask why

I just froze

But I let her out of my sight for a second and she was already asking the girl

My heart was aching and my stomach had a pit

Later on that day I just finally told her how I felt

She said she was gonna think about it because she was kinda in Shock

But she wasn’t rejecting me

I understood so I said I would wait

I waited for hours

Later on that night she called me and just said she was madly in love with me

and that’s how me and my gf came to be

And yes she told the other girl that she couldn’t take her to the dance

Ty for reading this I know it’s long 🩷