What should I do?

I recently found out I’m pregnant again. My boyfriend doesn’t want a kid right now (we had a 3 yr plan) but this is our first 4 months after a miscarriage. He said he’ll support whatever decision I make that ultimately it’s up to me. We aren’t in the best place right now I just signed a 6 month lease for a salon suite and I’m looking for a new place to move into. I have some tours Sunday so definitely going to have my own place by end of December the latest. I really want to keep it. I haven’t stopped crying at the thought of having an abortion. I have endometriosis so I was told for years it’d be hard for me to get pregnant but it’s happened twice this year. I have a pretty good stable job plus I do nails and lashes, waxing and hair on the side at my suite. I’m so lost. He feels like it won’t go well and I understand where he’s coming from but I also feel like we could make it work. #pregnancy