PTSD at its finest😕

So recently I noticed a lot of people (uncles and even maids) taking pictures or videos of me on MRT trains. Just yesterday, this helper took a picture of me and THEN SHE TOOK A WHOLE ASS VIDEO OF ME…and I can clearly see the reflection in the mirror but I didn’t say anything since maybe I thought “oh she probably likes my outfit or smth, no biggie” but then again my face was captured in her video, technically speaking it’s not wrong to do that but like yall girls get what I mean🤨

And then another incident that also happened yesterday after the first incident, I was at promenade mrt and I was taking the escalator up to tap out. Behind me was this guy, theres one gap of escalator step in between us. So at that point in time, I was aware that someone was standing behind me at close proximity and I was already uncomfortable so I tried to look for reflections to see if it’s a guy or girl without directly turning behind (this turned out to my biggest regret as I should have directly turn behind to look)

In the reflection, I saw it was a guy and his arm and phone was in a position that he could easily upskirt me but since I’m viewing from the reflection, I couldn’t determine if he was actually recording.

Btw I was wearing shorts but then again, I feel uncomfortable with a phone down at my ass😫 so I walked up to the top of the escalator, and then I finally turned around and saw that his phone was off…I don’t know if he knew that I was getting sus that’s why he quickly turned off his phone or what. Needless to say, I was helpless and since I didn’t have any proof, I couldn’t make a report and I tried to look for a CCTV that could capture that angle but unfortunately it was a blind spot and that position of the escalator was blocked😣

I wanted to speak to the control station master but they were all guys and I felt like my concerns would easily be shaken off by them since they wouldn’t understand how helpless I was then…we need more female control officers😡

this is by far my scariest experience I faced or maybe I am just being paranoid…