My first time being a 🩵GIRLFRIEND🩵

Hi friends! Quick little story.

So I am 21 years old and I have always been a hopeless romantic. Throughout my dating career, I have been on dozens and dozens of dates. Whenever things started to look good and promising, it would constantly end abruptly. Of course Im not saying that I was always perfect but I really did put effort in finding my person. I have never been a girlfriend in my life. Im sure that most of you guys would feel the same way I was when throughout my teenage and early 20s, I see my closest friends going through boyfriends and sometimes finding their person. I was jealous and impatient on when my time would come. I know theres more to it than just getting a boyfriend/partner. I was jealous of my friends and others having a person they can rely and love on.

The boy that became my first boyfriend knew what I have been through (immature men that I blame this generation for). I confided in him about my worries that he would up and leave without giving me a chance and I know that sound sooo pick-me (forgive me 😭). He reassured me that from the first date, he knew I was worth trying for and chasing after. I have never been a girlfriend and I hardly know how to act.