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Hi guys! Itās been a while since Iāve been on here but was just reflecting on something whilst in Bali and wanted to see what everyoneās thoughts are & if something like this happened to you.
I am 100% sure the first thing people will think after reading my title would be āitās probably because you sucked/didnāt hit your targets/relationship issuesā when really, I over performed and I wanted to achieve more, but also get remunerated fairly.
šSituation:
A couple of years ago, I was working for a local company in SG focusing on only influencer marketing. I got laid off from my overseas job, it was Covid and I saw myself being in SG again for a long period of time, and this opportunity came at a good time. During my previous reviews and looking at what I did, I objectively did a good job and in fact performed over to what the job wanted me to do. A year being in it, I decided to ask for a raise (which I think is fair?).
šHow I asked for a raise:
I have a couple of older friends who have given me career advice in the past and I got insight on what was the best way possible to show my efforts and also ask for a fair raise - and by fair I meant SGD500 more a month. They advised that I should set up a meeting with my CEO and prepare an email of all of my contributions in the past year to basically point and explain why I am worthy of the raise. So thatās exactly what I did.
šBefore the talk:
Prior to the meeting I had set up, my CEO asked what my goals were within the company, what I hoped to achieve and where I saw myself in 5-10 years. I answered them saying I would love to learn more, I feel a bit stagnant right now and I would like to take a SEA role eventually as I knew the company had long terms goals to expand. I took these questions as a good sign to be promotedā¦.. but thenā¦. The opposite happenedā¦.
šThe talk:
One thing I picked up that made me feel uneasy was that:
1. My CEO moved the meeting to the end of the day
2. HR was now invited!?
I was so confused but I remained positive. I sat down and immediately my boss was thanking me for what Iāve done in the team and I was thinking āwhy does this feel like a goodbye?ā As Iām feeling lost af, she finally says āwe canāt give you want you want and I think you need to be elsewhere to grow.ā She proceeds to hand me the resignation letter and I was like hold up WHAT? And I asked if I could extend it until I found a job even though it still gave me a month to work. She said no because then my efficiency would be low and tbh, thinking back itād just be so awkward working for another few months knowing that you need to leave. Additionally, she urged that I was still young and that it would be great for me to work for a larger company to gain more experience and this wasnāt the place.
šHow I reacted:
So there were two ways I couldāve reacted:
1. I throw a tantrum and yell THIS ISNT LEGAL and potentially ruin future relationships (SG is small af)
2. Accept that I need to be in a place that can groom me & leave gracefully
So I took option 1ā¦
Ok JK I took option 2 because honestly, option 1 would not benefit me in any way. I was almost in tears, but I smiled, thanked her for the past year and agreed to sign the resignation letter. She allowed me to finish up all my leave and also share how I wanted to the colleagues that Iāll be leaving. (Which honestly hurt because I was extremely close to them).
I didnāt let anyone see my true feelings but as soon as I left the office and headed to a dinner date with my BF of the time, I started bawling my eyes out thinking why did this just happen? What if I donāt find a job?! Oh man, Iām going to miss my colleaguesā¦. But mainly - is something so wrong with me?
šWhat happened next:
I told my colleagues that Iād be leaving on my own accord because I think explaining would just open a can of worms and I just wanted to leave this as clean & easy as possible, making the least amount of noise. Coincidentally, the manager I was reporting to was also leaving and she was one of the main people that made work super enjoyable.
I felt like absolute shit for the next week because I was then going on holiday for two weeks knowing Iād be jobless soon. I didnāt even give myself the break and I was interviewing as much as I could because Iām the kind of person who canāt do nothing haha. I was upset, confused, questioning my worth and all my BF could say was āitās okay, I promise itāll all work out and this is a good thing.ā I thought what BS heās just saying this to make me feel better so I donāt ruin his holiday with my tears of anxiety HAHA.
šOk, he was right:
Literally on that holiday, I got a LinkedIn message asking me to interview for a role with a huge corporate. I did it because why not and two weeks later, I landed the job with amazing benefits and a pay that was completely above what I was asking for. The job was something Ive never done before and right now, Iām constantly learning something new everyday while feeling like I am remunerated fairly for my work. Itās been 1.5 years into my current role and I am SO happy that I got that resignation letter because I was so focused on my previous job - I was comfortable there. I honestly think part of it was pure luck with the timing because it gave me a full month to rest/travel before starting my new role. To whatever angel is up there looking out for, THANK YOU š Unfortunately, the relationship with that BF ended but oh well, onto better things right? š
šMy takeaways for people going through something similar:
I am a believer that things happen for a reason - that when one door shuts, another one opens. Okay sometimes that may not be realistic but I think one thing Iād like anyone to take away is to be somewhere that sees you, wants to grow you, and will remunerate you FAIRLY. Iāve seen situations where people overworked but getting paid like SGD2.5k to people having fantastic salaries but youāre just going to be stuck doing the same thing, with the same role for 4 years. If you EVER, get handed a resignation letter, I also urge you to swallow your pride, and leave on a positive, graceful note. Thereās really no point acting out and burning bridges. Itās also good to reflect on what happened with your friends, family or career coach to get perspective on why this has happened. I recently found out from a now CEO that in the past, he was āmanaged outā and it wasnāt the end of the world - I mean heās a freaking CEO now with a metal credit card. If upset, know that that ONE job doesnāt define you and there could be so many other potential matches of a job. Itās kind of like a relationship ya know? Itās like when you break up, youāre all butt hurt and your self esteem is at an all time low. But then when you find someone else, youāre like yeah actually that person wasnāt that great and Iām happy Iām with this new person now HAHA.
Anywhos, feel free to leave any comments on this below or share a story of something similar!! ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø