Bruh lol

This started on May 22 (?)

Just friends (his words—i don't call people friends so soon, because I need to see people in full).

There was just a lack of consistency and the skipping from conversation to next random conversation was just draining and pissing me off. I need full attention when speaking, so I haven't been bother to bring up my thoughts and just went with what he wanted to talk about as I know it would go nowhere anyway.

[chatgpt said he was coming off as desperate🫢]

I started pulling away, but since he isn't on his phone much, my change wasn't noticed. And for him it may have been like normal despite me bringing to attention.

Before, it was fine because I didn't know him, once it became August, I was over it. And last month I started getting annoyed with his messages.

I have been trying to kill it without using “I think” “maybe” “[nice girl words]” and yesterday, was the end for me and it was basically “fuck off”.

But, then he switched it onto me 😂💀

He kept saying he was trying, but his actions were not trying to try.

There was a lack of interest for me when I was trying to give thoughtful responses even if it was the most random uninteresting shit. I just can not fathom *not* asking questions, continuing conversation, or getting my jokes. Oh, well. I tried💀✌️🏻😂

I'm all good. In my “losing interest time”, I've been writing again, so this isn't a loss.

#lame #randomtexts #boys #getalife #unbothered #college