MY TESTIMONY: MY WALK WITH CHRIST🙏🏻☁️✨

🙏🏻 Where do I start.. uff this is big one for me especially because I’m sharing something so vulnerable but I feel like God planted a seed for me to voice what I’ve been through so you know that you’re not alone and that GOD DEARLY LOVES YOU.

✨Since I was six I was a Christian and I walked with God until I was 15. I strayed away, I sinned OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND STILL DO. I found myself partying, smoking, fornicating, with the wrong crowd till I lost my soul completely. I was not happy, I was being rebellious at home, coming home the next day, doing things I’m not proud of. The enemy wanted to work so hard to destroy me and I let him in. My strong heart became weak.

✨I thought I was on a “fun” path on a life “worth” living. A little back story, I didn’t come from the most healthiest household and it was intense, I attempted to kill myself among other things, I was basically abused as a child. Just so many truth but THEN…

☁️I found the TRUTH that I knew ALL ALONG and that was Jesus! He never left my side, I felt the devil wanting me to fall over and over again and in times I let him and in others I WALKED AWAY, because the devil doesn’t make you fall, he gives you the CHOICE AND YOU EITHER TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.

✨I AM LUKEWARM AND THATS TRUE, I’ve been indecisive of which path to take because I HAVE TO COMMIT! And that’s what I just found out I’m scared of? WHICH IS SO LITTLE IN THE EYES OF THE LORD BUT FOR ME IS LIKE A “ BIG”” DEAL WHEN I SHOULDN’T EVEN HAVE TO CHOOSE BECAUSE THE CHOICE HAS BEEN THERE ALL ALONG

✨And that brings me to tell you that GOD IS GOOD! No matter how much I’ve wanted to stray away from him, he was there, in my storms, my darkness, my sadness, my depression, my anxiety, and all because I chose the wrong path. I used to not experience any of those things until I decided to walk off God’s path. With God I LIVED, I BREATHED, I JUST FELT HIM IN EVERY WAY. And you may ask, then why leave him if he was so good? Because we are sinners and the devil wants to destroy what God already established BUT BECAUSE IS ALREADY ESTABLISHED HE CANT.

✨He will try trust me, but he won’t win. GOD TOOK ME OUT OF THE DARKNESS JUST RECENTLY AND I’m so close to devoting my life to him, he has a purpose in my life bigger than what I know and he has store the same for you. A life worth living, a life worth committing to completely with no doubts. Believing in Christ is not easy either because you’re forever being tested until you leave this world but it’s the BEST WAY TO LIVE.

I’ve seen nothing but darkness and angriness in the world and most of all people are forgetting how to LOVE but GOD’S LOVE ITS SO MUCH BIGGER THAN EVERYTHING ELSE. HE GAVE ME THIS FEELING OF GIVING TELLING MY TESTIMONY BECAUSE IT MIGHT HELP ONE PERSON OUT THERE AND I WANT TO BE ABLE TO HELP OTHERS GET TO KNOW JESUS, LIKE I DID.

My path it’s no near perfect but I’m slowly gaining direction and leaving my old life behind. I don’t want to walk on earth I want to walk with God and just know God’s timing it’s perfect and his process with you is uniquely with him. This is one of the ways he talks through us through testimony which is so POWERFUL.

Let’s learn how to walk together and let’s build a community in Christ!

SHARE YOUR STORY AND YOUR TESTIMONY WITH JESUS AND LETS GIVE ALL GLORY TO HIM! 🙏🏻🌎🤍

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