My healing journey from divorce

So if I was being honest, I would say I’m still really hurt, I still have a lot of trauma in my life and my youngest is three years old and he left right after our second child turned 1 years old.

I caught him at the beach with a younger co-worker. My heart sank the moment I saw them and I was broken inside and I felt so betrayed that my husband the person I loved so deeply and trusted would do this to his family.

I’m a single mom now raising our 2 little boys ages 10 and 3 by myself and it’s been one heck of a ride the last 2 years. He’s still with the girl from work they just got pregnant with thier second child.

He wanted someone who was a dr*g addict, parties and drinks and that’s not me. I am almost 34 years old and I never had alcohol or smoked green. Never in my life did I want that. I take pride in my body and health.

I guess I was boring. I was just good enough to marry for 12 years and have kids with. Fast forward to now I’m going to be finally filing for divorce this year and I got his name covered up on my shoulder.

After he left me and my children were homeless living in my car for a few months, and I was in the darkest deepest depression of my life, and I couldn’t get out of it.

He has only seen his kids, maybe three times in two years I guess having his new family is more important to him. It’s really crazy because I never thought I would be this person, I never thought I would be divorced and I never thought my family would be broken.

I just can’t believe that a coworker from work knew that he was married had children. I was at home taking care of the kids while they were having fun while they were drinking and having the time of their life I was at home being a mom to a new baby , and taking care of my older son. She picked him up from my house. INSANE!

I will never in 1 million years wrap my head around somebody who can just betray his family, his wife and his children for somebody he barely knew but I really hope he’s happy now and I hope that that’s everything he ever wanted 🙏

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