What are your thoughts....?

What does it mean when someone says this to you, "u can never survive without me?"

I feel like I am surrounded by a lot of toxic people. Personal circle, work circle - everyone is toxic in a way. or is it me?

I feel friends are not there when I need them - I understand they have their own routine to play, too, but a little time for me would be appreciated. I have always been a good friend, there for them when I need them. Be it advice or just a listening ear. I am there.

I have a partner who always looks down on me and keeps judging me when I share my thoughts or rants/complaints on work. Hence, I stopped sharing. Up until today, he still looked down on me and judged me. I feel at peace only when he's not around. I feel it is time to call it off with him. I believe a friend/partner should be there for me, not judge me, bring my confidence level up, reassure me, and bring me to a better me. Yet, I feel he is the opposite. He has other bad habits, yet I am still so stupid being here. Because I only look at 1 reason to be with him. Just 1.

Work if forever not working out. If it ain't about the location, is the salary or the environment/people. I noticed HR nowadays always says a different thing about a job scope of a role. it became an additional jobscope on top of the explained jobscope. The work culture right now is so toxic. I and another colleague have to work double hard because the other teammates are slow in their work and are allowed. Shouldn't this be highlighted during the interview? I am so exhausted by the extra work. I don't get enough sleep on working days. I slept a lot on my off days when I didn't intend to. No proper delegation of work. Even to the adhocs reports or job scope still has to be me and another colleague when there is someone of a higher position in that department. Making me feel like irregardless of salary grade, position, we're doing the same work. Hmmm..... turn off. Even with experience, they can't expect much because it takes 3 months or more to slowly adjust and adapt as most companies have their own way of SOP and way of doing things.

When everyone surrounding u is so toxic, it is depressing. Or is it me? Am I wrong to want a fair treatment?!