I had the weirdest dream last night.

I don’t feel like giving the details of the dream (they were kinda random and strange anyways), but long story short, it was my ex (the bad one) apologizing to me for what he did and crying to me. In the dream I was still upset at him but then I was shocked when he started crying while apologizing. It was weird. I just woke up from a nap so I’m not fully awake, but I don’t have much else to say about the dream. I end up seeing him for a lot of my class routes. I’ve been avoiding eye contact all this time. The guy who has a crush on me (F) is friends with him. I didn’t know that until I saw them eating lunch together and walking back to our business class today. During one of my last classes though, something really stuck out to me that my Algebra teacher said. She usually starts the class with a prayer. She told us that her nana sends her daily like prayers and that she wanted to share this specific one with us. I don’t remember the exact words, but the prayer mentioned trusting in Jesus and asking Him to give us strength and courage to overcome hardships. I thought that was really ironic, since I’ve been having lots of “hardships” recently. I’ll admit; I don’t pray as much as I should, but I think all these bad “coincidences” are happening for a reason. I don’t know what God has planned for me or why he’s putting me in these situations, but I know it’s out of my control and all I can do is deal with them. Maybe God is trying to get me to stop being so anxious around that person. I take pride in being and looking confident but whenever I’m around or see my ex, it feels like all my confidence disappears. Maybe this is a sign that I need to get used to seeing/dealing with people I don’t want to and not letting that ruin my happiness. Tomorrow is picture day and I still don’t know how to diffuse my hair the way that the lady did a the hair salon. It’ll be okay.