Maybe I’m not meant for WORK

I’ll take this as a rant post. I’ve been working for the past 7 to 8 years and I’ve always got this feeling it’s not meant to be or is this what my life is going to be?

Every single job I’m in… I always strive to do my best, sometimes even working up late till like 2 to 3am into the wee morning yet it feels I’m just a mediocre worker. I’m not even favoured by the boss. At times, I feel I’m being disliked at work even though I have a relatively good relationship with my colleagues.

I do think I stay too long at certain job until I couldn’t hang on anymore. Clearly, some didn’t suit me whilst some had external factors that made me left. Unfortunately, I always felt I left at a point where I couldn’t cope anymore and it didn’t feel good.

Truth be told, I’m not even earning big bucks & it feels miserable to be overworked, feeling unappreciated, unmotivated & wondering if this is what life has to offer. 🥺

It makes me so depressed seeing career posts where people are thriving and seeing where I’m at. Sometimes, I feel such a failure in life. Anyone else feels the same?

#RealTalk #rants #life