i’m really fake

i wanted to start off with an apology, when i first started posting on lemon8 i promised myself that i would post and present the most unfiltered, raw, honest version of myself that i could. but instead i turned my lemon8 self into a fake. i struggle with a lot of things, but i find myself coming on this app and preaching things that i don’t even practice.

to be honest (and i truly mean that), i struggle super heavily with adhd, time management, motivation, kindness (to myself and sometimes others), transparency, and genuine emotional maturity. often times i use the excuse of mental illness to avoid actually addressing it or changing. i blame a lot of external factors for my problems, i know that i’m not the only one that struggles with things like this, but that doesn’t make it any easier.

the next posts you see from me i promise will be the truly unfiltered version of myself that i promised i would show on here.

#truth #unfiltered #apology