This sh!t is HARD AF.

PLEASE TELL ME IM NOT THE ONLY ONE STRUGGLING WITH THIS?!

most of my nights are spent with my boyfriend (we live together), but when hockey season comes around or he has stuff with his friends I find myself alone & in my head.

I want so badly to meet some genuine girlfriends, but I’m reallllyyyy struggling here. I work at a job where the people I’m hiring are 16, & I also don’t go to college in person because I’ve been financially independent since I was 15. I literally have to work to survive.

I find myself feeling guilty ALL. THE. TIME. due to the fact that I feel sad when he has something else going on. Yes, I am already aware I have an anxious attachment style & im working on it!!!!

I hate going places alone to meet people (especially in this spooky world!), I feel like the girls I know always hear from me but I never hear from them, and I’ve literally tried bumble friends but even that doesn’t work. HELP. HOW DO YALL HAVE FRIENDS?