i hate my mother

this has no value other than my rage and need to rant so feel free to scroll

i give my mother $500 a month for BILLS but she always neglects the one for my boyfriends interview suit for police academy (the screenshot) anyway also notice she says 3 bedrooms. literally five minutes ago she tells me she wants to use the extra bedroom (the one my boyfriend uses to sleep in that i decorated and made nice because we’re on opposite schedules for police academy and i work at night. she goes “i need that room for storage it’s still my room and my house” SORRY APPARENTLY IM PAYING FOR THAT ROOM NO CAN DO.

my dad was a multimillionaire when they met. she had two kids and cheated on her husband with my dad and had me. she didn’t start working until about 15 years ago out of boredom with all her kids being in school, i guess the boob job, yachts, vacations and rvs wasn’t entertaining enough. anyways fast forward i’m 20 living at home with my 2 year old daughter and boyfriend.

she complains constant about having to work (she sits in an office and answers emails and phone calls) says she shouldn’t have to work at 56 while i just get to keep all my money and live here for free. IM HER DAUGHTER but okay fine. i give her $500 a month, she gets $300 a week from my dads rich aunt because he can’t work. he still does though he trains people at the gym. anyways thats $800 dollars extra apart from her paycheck and she still bugs me constant for money and guilt trips me. like i’m sorry you have to work for once in your life but you shouldn’t worked when you were younger like everyone else and saved for retirement instead of mooching off my grandma dad, and ex husbands child support??

back to me though. i make 450 a week and every other week i get an extra 270 for child support. this past thursday i had 720. it’s sunday and im at 36 dollars and still need to buy diapers and wipes and food for my kid yet she’s still squeezing $30 out of me which very well could have been paid multiple times from the money i give her. even on top of the $500 i give her extra money just because to be kind. i got $2k for tax return last year and gave her $300 just to be kind. i paid for all new tires on my dads car. i once gave her money to pay for his 300 meds, i was making $350 a week at the time and asked my boss to be paid early. i then lived off 50 with a child never got paid back for that or even a thank you actually. i bought her brand new sheets because she says she doesn’t ever get anything for herself. one time she went to NC and left my co dependent dad with me who’s iv fluid i had to change daily, pay for his meals, help dress, and everything else while she enjoyed vacation. i ended up spending 600 i did not have to help him that week with foods drinks and meds and medical deliveries. no thank you or even a souvenir.

just move out you say right? anytime i bring up moving she says my dad told her he has no reason to live if me and my daughter aren’t here. even to the extent of telling me he’d kill himself if i wasn’t living here. “i’ll just have to sell the house if you leave i can’t afford it all” “me and dad will just move to a 55+ community and you’ll never visit” oh well at the big age of 56 and 81 you should be able to control your finances and live within your means ESPECIALLY after having 2 million dollars to sit on that you BLEW THROUGH like nothing instead of mooching off your 20 year old daughter who’s trying to set up their own future.

maybe im the asshole but honestly i just want her and her narcissistic gold digging self out of my life. once i leave im legit not giving her my address, my phone number nothing.

edit: she also talks frequently about how much money life insurance is gonna pay out when my dads ex wife dies.