my first week with my son !

my first week with my son 🥰! #letschat

it was so much to process like wow your really here ..im really a mom ..you really came out of me ..I really pushed a whole baby out that was my constant thought process for the first few weeks 😂completely baffled . I was so scared of this new experience. I honestly didn’t want to go home but I did . I was just very fearful that something bad can happen luckily the hospital where he was born is only ten minutes from the house lol !

But while we were in the hospital I didn’t really have to tend to semaj my mom let me get my rest and heal up she was with semaj . he got circumcised in the hospital and that was the hardest thing for me because he would scream to the top of his lungs every time he peed it hurt me because I couldn’t console him . So I really didn’t change his diaper until I got discharged home and I felt so bad ☹️ im just happy he won’t remember any of this ‘!but any ways my family outline this whole schedule to where im never alone with the baby in his early stages with out any help my mom took two weeks off work and then filed for FMLA ! and my aunt from Michigan said once she goes to work she’ll fly down from there and stay two weeks and switch out with my grandad . I love this so much I felt so loved supported and cared for. From the time we walked into the hospital to me getting discharged my family’s support has been everything to me !

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