I am trying to

I am trying so hard to stay clean, I am a year and 8 months clean from sh. A little back story I have bipolar, BPD, ptsd and anorexia. I have been struggling a little extra lately with my BPD and ptsd. My bf right now is starting to treat me how all my exs treated me before they started to abuse me. I don’t know what to do anymore I am so in love him him. But it has gotten to the point where I count the days he doesn’t make me cry. This week I counted 1 day.#recovering #advice #bpd #bpdsupport