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so basically, we can all agree we were happier when we were younger, I was always smiling and laughing but sometimes whenever you grow older and then you realize that you're going into a deep and dark depression or no one helps you or gets you out of it you just say suck like that for many years and many years I've been like this for 3 years and I've not changed since I don't smile I don't smile around the house anymore I don't laugh and the only person who makes me laugh is my own boyfriend and my best friend and that's it I can't smile because I don't have the courage to anymore I can't cry because I don't have any tears left from how many times I cried it hurts so much on where it feels like I could just end myself but I can just keep calm and I just carry on with my life that nobody really cares about