Why am I like this??

Supposed to be a beautiful hand crocheted blanket for my daughter. I started while she was in my stomach……. She’s 4 now 😓 and it hasn’t been touched. I don’t have time and to be honest it’s boring I used to love knitting and crocheting but now it’s an epic time waste. My brain is to overactive trying to build a brand and make money for this very child the leisurely days of knitting for hours are gone. Will I finish this? Maybe a blanket for my grandchild 😆