I have BPD

I’m writing this post because I genuinely want to save someone from falling in the trap or abuse of someone with BPD.

1. I was on a BPD group on face book and the girl cheated on her boyfriend and blamed it her BPD😬

2. People with BPD who have not done the self work are honestly just horrible people. They are up there with narcissist and psychopaths. Yep I said it. I have BPD and I can honestly say I used to be a bad person but I really tried to get my shit together. It took years of work but I’m finally just a normal person. People with BPD who just cry about it and brag about it are the ones you need to stay away from. Those are the ones who love bomb. Who have uncontrollable rage and creepy attachment issues to the point they will never leave you alone. But they have no intentions of changing, they just want people to feel sorry for them while they slowly poison everyone around them.

3. People with BPD who make everything about them. Yes this is a part of BPD. Thinking your emotions are the only thing that’s important. These people really get on my nerves. They will abuse their loved ones and say things like “ I did this because you did this, you’re the one who drove me crazy “.

2. Another thing they will do is over think. If their boyfriend or girlfriend didn’t text them back fast enough they will just assume they are cheating and blow up their phone or start stocking them. This is just creepy and just wrong on so many levels.

4. I can’t stand people who just make BPD a quirky mental illness. It’s not! Yes people with BPD have a great sense of humor and we are kind but when we snap we’re totally different people. When we’re angry we’re like a child that throws a big fit but much worse. We’re the kind of people that will damage your tire or smash your plate if we’re angry enough. People with BPD will cross the line if they are angry enough and they are dangerous people. I have done things out of anger and totally regret it. I always wondered why I had such a big heart and was so kind but when I get angry I’m a total monster. I spent most of my life ruining men’s life who I got into a relationship with me. I was such a good girl to them but the second they cheated or canceled my plans too many times I would go full rage and plan an entire revenge to ruin their jobs, their car and their entire life.

5. People with BPD will play mind games with you and push your buttons to see how much you truly love them. Similar to a narcissist. People with BPD will say out of pocket things just to see your reaction. Or try to offend you too see how you react when you’re offended.

My entire point is, these young girls and boys who make BPD an innocent diagnoses are honestly just bad people looking for attention. People with BPD are not afraid to commit a crime if you anger them enough. Most criminals and murderers have BPD. The difference between me and the people in jail, is the fact that nobody has made me angry enough to kill them. Thats the ugly truth about BPD that these quirky want to be don’t understand. They self diagnose themselves on the internet because they think BPD is just people who have mood swings. Lol 😂 nope. To be diagnosed with BPD you have to have a really fucked up childhood. I’m taking about you saw your dad beat your mom or you got SA’d as a child or you were in the foster care system and got abused. Or have crack headed parents. People with BPD had an unstable childhood from the age of 1-4 years old. These kids with their edgy phase who cry about their divorced parents have no idea what kind of abuse someone with BPD had to endure or saw to be the way they are.